I know what you mean. it's why I still follow certain right leaners who aren't in the cult, someone like a Jay Caruso. They will still go after the D's. But I honestly do not know if I will ever vote for a Republican in this generation. The ones I'd consider won't get a nomination above a local seat, when party is irrelevant, so it's moot.
But it's also led me to look back at things like the Iraq war and realize it probably wasn't on the level as to why we went in. I'm not going so far as to say it was a conspiracy for $$ or oil or whatever... just that certain people wanted it done so it happened. I'll give them the benefit of the doubt that it was a matter of revenge and removing a bad guy when they had a chance. There were no wizards behind the curtain with other motives.